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long time nv blog here. haha. most of the time at my new blog. ego2big.blogspot.com.

sian...now in school library...lit is so sian la...wat duchess here duchess there....so bloody sian...worse thing it is so cold until my whole hand is freezing la...long time never blog le...anyway nowadays rather busy...caz i now decide to be work even harder caz i wan to get scholarship...haiz...but how...only can study hard lor...nowadays getting more sian...hope piggy is fine now....i so hope my mum dun forget my brthday...haha...anw....i got my frens to get me alot of gifts...a new boxes...a new mp4...a new discman...a new psp cover...the song album "best of inuyasha"...and this year my gift quite litte...hope i can get the song album...so sian...hibernation

Sometimes I think things are getting tougher for me and her. But at the same time, things are getting sweeter and sweeter every single day. Maybe I get things just too complicated. Actually I should not think too much leh. Since we have go so far le, then I should continue to wait on. Today is a very special day. I promise that she will be my one and only one forever. God has sent me an angel that will pull me up when I am down and my life has been more focused than ever. Guess the rest of the other girls are not able to be like her le. I can feel it and I know it. I really thank God for putting someone into my life who gave me more colours to my life. Really. I hope there will be a happy ending. But I know this is going to be a complicated happy ending. Haha. We have been facing many trials, ups and downs, and these are just too sweet le. Fedric always tells me that I am into my golden age le. Haha. True. There will be more in the future and many unpredictable things lay ahead of us. But as long as I believe, she believes, I know God will get us through the whole thing. Actually my expectations for girl is really getting little and little each time I change my love for another. Personal qualities that I want:

 

1)      Sweet

2)      Independent

3)      Understanding

4)      Caring

5)      Responsible

6)      Loves kids

7)      And someone like her

 

Haha. I really dunno what to say leh. Because she will be running through my mind every single day. But nowadays she is sprinting. Woah! Haha. Maybe at this time I can only say I am too attached to her le. I still miss the Friday incident and I hope this will come again. But of course after her As. So want to bring her to Esplanade again. Anyway this is to other people who are reading my blog. I went to esplanade like since its opening. Sometimes I will lie because I prefer to act noob in front of you. So ya. But for her, I will never act and I want to be my real self in front of her because she is now worth to know anything. She now owns the key to my heart.

 

Hey this is for you, Pig Princess. Thanks for always being there for me. If not because of you, I would not have been so happy le. You are my everything. On this special day, 07/07/07, I give you my whole heart and I love you. MY loads.

 

For the rest, I always promise to post up song lyrics. For today, I got two songs: ‘Complicated’ and ‘Happy Ending’ by Avril Lavigne. So read the lyrics and see if you want to download the songs.

 

‘Complicated’ lyrics:

 

Uh huh, lifes like this
Uh huh, uh huh
Thats the way it is.

Cuz lifes like this
Uh huh, uh huh
Thats the way it is

Chill out
Whatcha yelling for?
Lay back
Its all been done before
And if you could only let it be you would see

I like you the way you are
When were driving in your car
And youre talking to me one-on-one
But youve become

Somebody else, round everyone else
Youre watching your back, like you cant relax
Youre trying to be cool, you look like a fool to me
Tell me

Whyd you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way youre
Acting like somebody else, gets me frustrated
Lifes like this and youll,
Fall and you crawl and you break and you take what you get
And turn it into
Honesty promised me
Im never gonna find you fake it.
No no no.

You come over unannounced
Dressed up like youre someone else
Where you are & where its at you see
Youre making me, laugh out
When you strike a pose, take off
All your preppy clothes
You know youre not fooling anyone
When you become

Somebody else, round everyone else
Watching your back, like you cant relax
Youre trying to be cool, you look like a fool to me
Tell me

Whyd you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way youre acting like youre somebody else
Gets me frustrated, lifes like this you
You fall and you crawl and you break and you take what you get
And you turn it into
Honestly you promised me
Im never gonna find you fake it
No no no (no no no)
No no

Chill out
Whatcha yelling for?
Lay back its all been done before
And if you could only let it be, you would see

Somebody else, round everyone else
Youre watching your back, like you cant relax
Youre trying to be cool, you look like a fool to me
Tell me!

Whyd you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way youre acting like youre somebody else
Gets me frustrated, lifes like this you
You fall and you crawl and you break and you take what you get
And you turn into
Honestly you promised me
Im never gonna find you fake it
No no

Whyd you have to go and make things so complicated? (yeah, yeah)
I see the way youre acting like youre somebody else
Gets me frustrated, lifes like this you
You fall and you crawl and you break and you take what you get
And you turn into
Honestly you promised me
Im never gonna find you fake it
No no no.

 

‘Happy Ending’ lyrics:

 So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus]

It's nice to know you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

[Chorus x2]

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

long time never blog le...nowadays dun have the mood to blog...but todae...got some stuff to write...just now just tok to wei kang...saes the food sucks at canada...haha...o well...so many deep heart felt feelings...haha...not gay type...haha....yup....i am now living in the golden ages...every single day is a beautiful day to me...other than sat and sun...but everyday get to enjoy beautiful msgs....so happy...but will not take the nxt step until the nxt appropiate moment comes...haha...yup...dun feel like typing le...chatting with some pig...

it has been a long time since i blog...have been at home mugging like siao...exam juz next week...woah...crazy la...but nvm...i will continue to endure...i see all the algaes growing around my blog le....and some big spiderwebs....this shows how long i have not been blogging...currently i paying attention on my studies...no longer the eclub president...caz step down le...long time never tok to michelle le...she cjc eclub president...after the holidays...it is going to be more hectic for me as i have some other stuffs to do...cant wait to for tmr...haha...ok...cya folks...here is a song dedicated to u people...the song is At the beginning by Donna Lewis...download the song and enjoy ya....

 

We were strangers, starting out on a journey
Never dreaming, what we’d have to go through
Now here we are, I’m suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

No one told me I was going to find you
Unexpected, what you did to my heart
When I lost hope, you were there to remind me
This is the start

And life is a road that I wanna keep going
Love is a river, I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road, now and forever, wonderful journey
I’ll be there when the world stops turning
I’ll be there when the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

We were strangers on a crazy adventure
Never dreaming, how our dreams would come true
Now here we stand, unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

And life is a road that I wanna keep going
Love is a river, I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road, now and forever, wonderful journey
I’ll be there when the world stops turning
I’ll be there when the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

Knew there was somebody, somewhere
A new love in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I’ve been waiting so long
Nothing’s gonna tear us apart

And life is a road that I wanna keep going
Love is a river, I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road, now and forever, wonderful journey
I’ll be there when the world stops turning
I’ll be there when the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

Yeah

Life is a road that I wanna keep going on
Love is a river, I wanna keep going

Starting out on a journey

Life is a road that I wanna keep going
Love is a river, I wanna keep flowing
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

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